Helpless...

What am I suppose to do...

when I can't be with the girl that I love...

how else am I suppose to feel knowing that she is with another man...

hurts soo much knowing she's letting another man touch her the way that only I used to be able to do...

how am I suppose to be happy when I lost my best friend...

nobody cares about me...

nobody loves me...

I did my best to be a good boyfriend....
I did my best to be a friend....
I gave my heart out....
I was a nice person...a good person...

and that is how life repays me...

Fuck karma....

Karma does not exists....

I'm always the nice guy....and nice guys always finish last.....

while the bad people always get what they want...

fuck my life...i hate my life....

I don't deserve this shit...

world is cruel to me....people are cruel to me....

it's not fair...


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