Change...

I want to change...

I need to change...

I am trying to change...

I am being forced to change...

I feel soo lonely, soo empty, and tired...

Soo much anger, soo much hurt, soo much sadness, soo much regret all boiled up inside of me...

Why can't I just stop loving her?...

Why do I always have to care soo much for people?...

Why do I always give a damn?...

Why the fuck do I always have to be the nice guy?...

Why am I always the one the gets screwed over?...

What is the fucking point of me being in this god damn forsaking fucking world?...

The world I live in is filled with unappreciative people, backstabbing people, dishonest people, unfaithful people, fake people, and people that fucking take advantage of me....

I've lost the ability to trust anybody, and I've lost all motivation to believe in love, and most disappointing thing is I've lost faith in God...

Fuck karma, there's no such thing as karma, I've always lived my life trying to be a good person, a caring person, a loving person, a good friend, and look what happens to me, i get fucked over by the people i care for most. The undeserving bad people always get what they want in the end, soo fuck karma, fuck you karma....what the fuck have i done to deserve this shit...

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

I've had it with life...

I'm just not going to give a shit anymore...

Emo it is....