The world I live in is a very cruel place. There are too many cruel people in this world. People take advantage of me. Selfish people use me for their own benefits. People I thought were my friends abandons me. People I trusted stabs me in the back. People I ever loved crushes my heart. People I care about do not appreciate me.
I am always the nice guy, the friends that people can always count on, the boyfriend that will always be honest, faithful and give his heart out. A person that always goes out of his way to help somebody that means a lot.
I look back and I truly believe I was a good person, and not a bad person. Then I ask myself, if I am not a bad person, then why the hell do bad things keep happening to me? Why am I the person that has to suffer? Why am I the only person that has to lose everything? It is not fair at all. I honest to god do not deserve this. I have always wanted to believe in karma, but karma has failed me. The bad people always wins, they always get what they want in the end. The bad people are allowed to destroy as many lives as they can and their actions go unpunished.
Soo i ask myself, why should i still be the nice guy? Why the fuck should I still give a damn about anybody? Why should I care? What is the point? What is the reason? In the end I'm always going to be the one that gets screwed over, I'm always going to be the one that gets hurt.
I have no more motivation or intentions to be a good person anymore. It is not worth it. This world, the people that inhabits it do not deserve my kindness. Soo fuck them!
Fuck my life... It is my turn to be a bad person, a villian, because nice guys always do finish last.
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